I've been leaing more than ever before, and I'm starting to feel like I'm growing up, but I'm not really changing

My thoughts are still the same as they were when I was a child, just updated more. But despite all this leaing, I still feel like a child. I don't think I've grown up at all

Sometimes I think about the future and wonder if I'll be a mother one day.

But that's a strange thought, because how can a child be the mother of another child ?? Is that even posible ? I AM THINKING

I wanted to write here because this is my safe place ever... i love to write here about my dreams and I know I deserve them all. I tried hard and hard for them